Up and Down, just like a rollercoaster!
My body is seriously not ok right now, and that my dear friends, makes me an emotional idiot.
Since i broke my finger i have started with more medicines. And what is medications for? To make you feel better, right? Well, it aint the case.
My finger is ok, the only shit is that im not allowed to use it too much yet and that makes me crazy, but that you allready know. The pills for the pain, wich i only take when i really need it, since im not a big fan of pills, makes my stomach go wild. Im not hungry but still it screams, bubbles, hurts, "Magkatarr" in swedish...
The pills for sleeping, makes me "lose my tonge", makes me a bit "dislocated" sometimes, and also, i get a breeze of memory loss, mostly from the evening before when i have been taking the pill allready, but also if i wake up in the morning, goes up to the toilette, speakes with Joren before he leaves... Dont remember.
And then there is also one problem, wich im not gonna mention by name, but a lot of pills can cause it, because you change the flora in the body... And i seem to be extremely sensitive to that. Wich is crap...
So, thanks to all that shit, and maybe there is more under the surface, even i dont know, but all this crap with my body, it makes me go uuuuuuuuuuuup and dooooooooooooooown and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup and dooooown in my mood, and im sorry for you people that has to be around me, i cant help it..
Im sorry!
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