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Sorry, now i havnt updated for a couple of days, have been busy..
Horses and work as allways..
I have realised that i really miss to train for a trainer in the riding. Ok, its going ok with the horses, but i want to train, and be able to compete and go up in classes and get further in my own riding!! I dont even have a horse to train with any more :( Itza is not ready for it, and it will be going backwards for me to start with her, because i will have to start from scratch with her. I want to train and learn New stuff!
Sometimes you loose the motivation for things when you cant "check off" certain things on the way..
Well, i dont know what it is, but im feeling a bit weird, and a bit down for the moment. Maybe its just the weather and the darkness coming upon us.
My training for the moment is going shit, and i dont have any motivation to exclude candy, cookies and juice and so on, and because im working so much with cleaning and with the horses, i dont have time to take walks or go jogging, im home around 21 every day for the moment.
Not fun at all, but the motivation for anything isnt on the top right now.
Im just so tired. Feels like i havnt been sleeping good for over a month, but actually im sleeping the whole night, i think..
Something i have noticed while being half asleep (My boyfriend has also noticed it.) is that my legs and arms are "jumping", you know, almost like when you are falling asleep, when it feels like you are falling...
Well, now time for a hot shower, and my pill, and maybe, just maybe, a cup of tea before bed..
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