Down...
Dont know whats going on right now... Since after the doctors visit, i feel shit. Have a weird feeling in my body, and at the same time i just feel so down, deep down.
Have these redicelous thoughts in my head, and they make me sad. Crying sad.
Thanks to the fact that i dont know why or whats the reason for me feeling like this, there is easy becoming discussions. Hard discussions, and then anger. Not anger from my side, im just more down. Doesnt matter what the discussions are about, im just getting so sad, because im missunderstood. Im not saying that i feel bad, just to get away, but thats what seemed to be believed since i cant explain the problem.
Just want to be alone, but at the same time so close.. Dont know what to do right now with myself. Cant take another discussion right now, not today, not until i have gotten a bit clearity in my mind, but no one understands that, or sees that.
A hot, hot shower now, and then i dont know what to do.
What a shit day.
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