All and nothing..
Guess i forgot to write anything yesterday, but yeah didnt have anything special to write eighter.
Today has been stressful as every tuesday right now. Directly after work i went to Itza, longed her, cleaned the box, made her food and so on. Then from Itza i went to Di Zoë, who was actually veeeery nice today. Everything went smooth and no spookiness and so on. Nice.
At least in home a bit earlier on tuesdays then, around 19.00 =)
Well, yesterday i actually ordered me a new pair of shoes, 10 cm high heel, so yepp, i will have to learn to walk in them, but i really liked them, EVEN though Joren doesnt........................
For the rest hmm, my body has been pretty ok today, but yeah, have only been riding 1 horse today, so... And the stress i dont feel before the day after.
Something completely else: Isnt it the 23rd of december that "the world is going under"? Then its exactly 2 month left, so, How are you gonna spend them?
I dont dare to think about things like that, because it really drives me insane. Get sad, and a bit paniced as soon as someone is mention it so... Yeah its just the thing about NOT knowing if its happening or not. But also then thoughts like? What then? Just finito? What would you do with your animales if you knew for sure that it was ending? At least i dont want to let my love go through that shit, all panic, and pain and i dont know what.. Baah, you see, now i start again... Stop thinking about it, right now.
Goooood night.
Btw, here is a nice pic of one of the young stallions in Franks place!


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