shame on me! ;)
Wow, i have really gotten bad on blogging... Too tired in the evenings, and too much to do during day.
Well , yesterday it was time for lessons again, and it starts going better and better. The girls are starting to find their horses real good.
For my horse and the other ones in the same stable, its going slower right now. The paddock is being re-done, so not much can happen there for the moment. Today i jogged Itza and Boogaloo in the field, but its not possible to do any "serious" work there. But guess i just have to have some patience. Hopefully tomorrow its finished.
For the rest there is alot of things going on, and happening around us, but we will hang in there and make everything work. Even if it takes the last energy out of us.
Since im for once home early, i will try to have a calm evening and be a bit "lazy".
But im still alive!
crap
Sometimes i just wonder what i have done to deserve my life! With that i dont meen my life in general, what i meen is my health, my body, my head!!
Dont feel so good right now, and im sooo tired of not feeling good. I want to be a normal, happy healthy person!
Dont want no fucking medications, want to have a body that works anyway!!
It sometimes feels so dark, i meen, im 21, soon 22 years, i should be in my best period of life! But if this is my body on "the top", then i dont want to know how it will be in a couple of years.
Long time, no writing?
Okey, now its very long time ago since i wrote here. It has been hectic, since the snow melted last weekend, and now the riding is fully busy. For the moment i ride every day for clients, and then also my precious Itza!
So its work,work,work! For the rest there havnt been that much else happening, but there has also not been any time for anything else to happen.
Yesterday was a real "dressage day" for me. With bo there was shoulder in ( in canter and trott), Canter pirouettes, and explosive work. He did very good actually.
Then it was Dwina, who was strong as hell, so had to sitt down and really work her through, and in the end it was good.
Itza is in a period right now where everything seems hard, and everything is scary. She is very spooky, but guess it comes alot from the wind. But guess that she is also a bit stiff, from not working for almost 2.5 weeks. Hopefully it gets better soon again.
Today i have been training the ponies Maestro and Minerva, and also held a lesson for 8 year old Olivia, in jumping/ (Markarbete).
So now im finally here in the sofa, taking it easy, and soon im gonna watch "Ponnyakuten", and later on we are gonna do some swedish lessons for my love :) hihi its gonna be fun..
Hopefully i will get better at this blog thing, but its just so much rignt now :)
