Hard work work!
Well, now just a quick one.
Today has been busy, work to 16, directly from work to Itza, and then to the new client in Schriek. Normally im riding Di zoë on tuesdays, but Marc wasnt home today so then i went to the new client.
The ponies actually was better allready, this is the second time im riding them.
Maestro, a 4 year old c-pony gelding, and Minerva, a 6 year old d pony mare, but green as a 3 year old.
Maestro was more steady in the hand, and also Minerva, but i think she has a bit of a dental problem. Owners are gonna look that up, and im pretty sure that she will be even better then.
Rode Itza a bit today, and she was ok. Not lame anymore, but today she was swollen in the face again. There really is something that she reacts on, eighter in the field, or in the new hay. She doesnt get fever or anything, just swollen, and then it can be gone just a secund later, and it can get swollen just a minute to another. Really weird.
Have been reading quite some about it, and its nothing to worry about if there is no fever involved. Especially not when it goes away from itself.
Now im off to bed, because im having pain as hell in my shoulder muscles, and biceps, and back muscles. So, im longing for the bed.
Horsepeople... A kind of their own
I just dont get it.. Why must everyone "know" everyone you mention, or why must everyone "know" exactly what you meen and at the same time search for your confirmation for everything they say?
They all need to look so "big" in the "horseworld" and the people that you mention, who they for once dare to admit that they dont know, are just not worth knowing. They know everyone but no one know who they are.
Why DO you need to know everyone? Isnt that pretty boring? If you know everyone then you never learn to know new people and get new contacts...
And especially the thing that im pretty much younger than many of the persons, that seem to be the biggest problem, that they cant take that i know more, and have better solutions and so on.
Even younger persons have problems with that I know more and better.
I find it so silly, because i think like this: You can never be fully learned, and if you can learn more from someone, take the f*cking oppertunity to learn more.
And also, one of the biggest thing to be disturbed by, and its at the same time one of the most common things:
ALL THE SHIT TALKING ABOUT EVERY ONE ELSE THAN THEMSELVES!
How can everyone else do everything so wrong? And how can they be so perfect? I also want to be that perfect, seriously!!!
"That stable give the horses this" "This person does this" "This stable has bad horses" "My own horses are jumping perfectly amazing!"
I seriously hate it. Ok, people who really does shit like giving horses preparates to hide pain or bad behavior, or people who beats horses or treat them generally shit, yep, they should have the spotlight on them for that, no doubt about that. BUT i have very difficult to believe that every goddamn stable and person is doing shit.
Its just about finding the right people. Ok, no one is perfect, and everyone obviously have to speak about other people but you just have to learn to let it go in on one side and out on the other.
One person that i know, that is fitting pretty good on many of this descriptions has for example a horse with very obvious lymfangitis. And i started speaking about that a horse of another person had gotten it very badly. The answer i get is : Oh, what is lymfangitis?
With that said, i finish for today. It has been a long day and now im tired. Good night!
Busy!
Today i have been visiting some new clients, for riding, and for holding lessons. Well, they seem nice, and its a good way to get my dutch a bit more fluent, because yes, the lessons will have to be more or less in dutch.
But i really need to sit down, and look how to manage my weeks now. Because its very very busy. Quickly this is how it looks right now:
1 Monday : Work to 13u with cleaning. Go home, make some dinner, be a bit "lazy" for a while, eat, go to Frank, ride 2 horses of him, and do something with Itza. Home around 21u.
2 Tuesday: Work from 8-16u with cleaning. Go straight from work to Itza. Straight from Itza to Di Zoë. So ok, this day im finished "early", around 19u.
3 Wednesday: Work 8-12u with cleaning. Go home, make food, do some cleaning up. Around 18u go to Frank and ride 1-2 horses plus Itza. Home around 21u.
4 Thursday: Work 8-12 with cleaning. Go home, make food, eat. Go to Itza. Straight from Itza to Di zoë. Home around 19u. (Short day)
5 Friday: Work 8-16 with cleaning. Go home, make food, Go to Itza. Finished.
6 Saturday: Go to Frank, ride 2 horses plus Itza. Straight from there to Di Zoë.
7 Sunday: Resting day.
But now i will have to manage some changes i guess. Thinking like this:
Monday: After work to 13, i go home and make food, change clothes, Then off to Di Zoë. Straight from Di Zoë to Frank. (Should be possible.
Tuesday: Go home and change clothes, go to Itza/New client. (Wich one that will be first depends on the client, when they are home and so on.)
Wednesday: - ll -
Thursday: After work to 12, i go home and changes clothes. Then i go to Itza/New client (Depending on the client but prefer that i go to the client first) then as allways around 18 to Di Zoë. After Di Zoë i do " the last part".
Friday: After work to 16 i go home and make food and so on. Go and hold lesson(s). After that to Itza.
Saturday: - ll -
Sunday: - ll - (Hopefully.)
Thats how i think right now, but dont know for sure yet. But this week will be difficult anyway because now its a bit too late to change Di Zoë for tomorrow instead of tuesday. But yeah.. The only sad thing is that im this busy now, when its going towards darker periods. Would have been easier to adapt to if it was light longer, and warmer! But yeah thats how it is he...
Now, for today, since i have violated my restingday principals, im gonna take a long shower and go to bed, and prepare myself for this hard week.
Good night!
saturday.
Its not my day today. Or any day. Dont feel like anything, at all. Nope.. Feeling sad, but dont know why.
Pain as hell in my body, and im shaking, dont know if its possible so see, but i can feel it. And im feeling like im a puppet in a puppetshow. Someone else who is telling my body what to do, maybe even more than one person, two persons with different opinions, and thanks to that im jumping around. Hip to the left, arm up, neck to the right, tense every muscle at the same time to you get cramp.. Yep.
I miss my family, my mom and my sister! Even though ive never been that good to open up and speak about everything and nothing with them, they understand, and are allways there. My cute little brother who can be such a pain in the ass at the same time as such a lovely little kid... My stepdad, who is good at criticising, but more difficult at giving compliments, but still, when you know it, how to read what he meens, he is the best.
I want to go home now, just for a day, and hour or what so ever, just to be with my family.
But soon.
Svenskt inlägg!
Yep, this one will be in swedish! And for you who dont understand swedish; dont bother using google translate or what so ever, it doesnt work for translating full sentences correctly without missunderstandings! THANKS!
Trött, trött som Fan. Irriterad är jag ocksâ. Att folk pallar slänga ur sig dumheter utan jävla anledning. O sen dessutom skylla över allt pâ nân annan. Lyckat!
Men tänker inte lägga för stor vikt pâ skiten här, dâ jag vet att detta ÄNDÂ kommer att försökas översättas med dâliga redskap pâ internet.
Jag drömmer lustigt igen, inte trevligt alls faktist. Inga speciella drömmar om o om igen utan bara lustiga, olika, drömmar varje gâng. De kan ha lite likheter men mja vetifan. Mycket om människor som stâr mig nära och liknande, och det gör mig förvirrad.
Nu över till nât annat.
Itza har fâtt mugg, nu igen. Det var ju ett tag sen nu, hon har inte haft det alls i belgien faktist, men nu kom det. Lustiga är att det inte ens är blött eller liknande, men tror att bakterien finns i hans hagar, dâ hans avelssto har ordentligt med mugg/rasp, som lett till stockar till ben. Men ja, eftersom Itza inte haft det pâ länge sâ har jag ju inte sâ mycket grejjer till det. Sâ igâr fick det bli att tvätta karleden med antiseptiskt schampoo, sen pâ med salsy vaselin, sen ett par kompresser pâ det, lindade fast det med ett galoppbandage mer eller mindre, o sen sân där fin "tejplinda". Hoppas det fortfarande är pâ plats när jag ska dit sen.
Dessutom var hon halt igâr. Tror det var pga muggen, dâ hon var nâgot svullen runt kotan, och karleden. Men svullnaden gick ner efter 10 promenad, men skippade ridningen dâ jag inte ville göra nât dumt.
Morrmorrmorr, skulle nog behöva fâ ur mig ett och annat, men det blir bara dumt o ta det här ändâ. Sâ, nu ska fröken hemmafru som inte ens jobbar heltid, och leker med hästar varje dag ta o laga mat sâ att den stâr pâ bordet när herrn kommer hem.
All and nothing..
Guess i forgot to write anything yesterday, but yeah didnt have anything special to write eighter.
Today has been stressful as every tuesday right now. Directly after work i went to Itza, longed her, cleaned the box, made her food and so on. Then from Itza i went to Di Zoë, who was actually veeeery nice today. Everything went smooth and no spookiness and so on. Nice.
At least in home a bit earlier on tuesdays then, around 19.00 =)
Well, yesterday i actually ordered me a new pair of shoes, 10 cm high heel, so yepp, i will have to learn to walk in them, but i really liked them, EVEN though Joren doesnt........................
For the rest hmm, my body has been pretty ok today, but yeah, have only been riding 1 horse today, so... And the stress i dont feel before the day after.
Something completely else: Isnt it the 23rd of december that "the world is going under"? Then its exactly 2 month left, so, How are you gonna spend them?
I dont dare to think about things like that, because it really drives me insane. Get sad, and a bit paniced as soon as someone is mention it so... Yeah its just the thing about NOT knowing if its happening or not. But also then thoughts like? What then? Just finito? What would you do with your animales if you knew for sure that it was ending? At least i dont want to let my love go through that shit, all panic, and pain and i dont know what.. Baah, you see, now i start again... Stop thinking about it, right now.
Goooood night.
Btw, here is a nice pic of one of the young stallions in Franks place!
Walitza...
She makes me a bit worried right now.. She has actually lost pretty much weight lately. Ok, she was pretty fat there for a while, but its not only the fat that is gone, its also muscles, that we have been working so hard to build up..
Im now highering the amount of food, and then we see, but if it continues, i will have to check her blood or so. Might be worms or something, 1 horse who stood on a farm close to Frank, got put to sleep thanks to bloodworms, not that long ago. And i know that one of Franks young stallions, Who are going outside has had it, so hmm....
But she also has the monster winter fur of doom... Its oktober, and she allready got about 2 cm fur... And now when it has been 3 days of warmth again, yeah, then she has been sweating alot. Really need to clip her.
That little girl really drives me crazy, in both good and bad ways.
And i guess i will have to sell the new saddle that i bought, thanks to some reasons not worth to mention, but f*cking crap... Now i dont have any own saddle to use for her, and the one im borrowing right now from frank, an old "Ainsley", its laying pretty OK on itza, but for me its real shit, because its harder than my 30 year old stübben, plus that it has NO support for my legs what so ever :( Not nice at all, and it effects my position of course, in a bad way.
Today is one of the first days for a long time now, that im not going to the stable at all... Well, didnt know when we would be home from the motorbike convention, so thought better make sure that someone can take care of her..
Well, now im starting to feel shakey again. Really weird shit... Feels like..hmm... When you are running out of sugar in the body, and you are about to faint.. The shakeyness that you get then.. Yep, but without the dizzyness.. Just shakey.. Still have the feeling that i notice my problems more since i started taking my medication....
Well now, do something else than computer...
<3Saturday!
After that i went to ride Di Zoë who was pretty good, but a bit tired. And then off to frank, rode Bo, who was not so happy to the bending exercises, but it was good for him. Itza i just let run loose in the paddock, but she looked very stiff in the back legs/ the back.... She really looked like a small ridingschool pony, but i pushed her pretty far yesterday, so might just be stiffness. But it will do her good with resting tomorrow i think.
Now im off to bed to watch some tv with my honey, and then tomorrow we are off to Leuven for a retro motorbike convention :)
Well also, here is a pic of me and my new color ^^,
Tired..
This is just a short quick one.. Woke up with fever this morning and extreme headache, but took some pills and worked the whole day. And Itza was actually really nice today (and yesterday), she is really trying to do everything i ask her for. Even "shoulder out" in canter, changes every 5th strike and so on. Nice to see. As long as its not tooo serious training, More "playing" it out of her, then she likes it.
Now im off to bed, joren is at a gig, so im alone, but i really need to sleep............. Good night
Now im off to bed, joren is at a gig, so im alone, but i really need to sleep............. Good night
Crap.
I just want to go to bed and pull the blanket over my head and not wake up for a loooong time. But in the other hand, the bad dreams will occur again, and then i dont want to sleep.
Have pain about everythere right now, even in my jaws. Dont feel like doing anything. At all..
Well maybe, if the weather stays dry, riding Itza and Di Zoë can get me on better mood for a while. We see...
Have pain about everythere right now, even in my jaws. Dont feel like doing anything. At all..
Well maybe, if the weather stays dry, riding Itza and Di Zoë can get me on better mood for a while. We see...
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Sorry, now i havnt updated for a couple of days, have been busy..
Horses and work as allways..
I have realised that i really miss to train for a trainer in the riding. Ok, its going ok with the horses, but i want to train, and be able to compete and go up in classes and get further in my own riding!! I dont even have a horse to train with any more :( Itza is not ready for it, and it will be going backwards for me to start with her, because i will have to start from scratch with her. I want to train and learn New stuff!
Sometimes you loose the motivation for things when you cant "check off" certain things on the way..
Well, i dont know what it is, but im feeling a bit weird, and a bit down for the moment. Maybe its just the weather and the darkness coming upon us.
My training for the moment is going shit, and i dont have any motivation to exclude candy, cookies and juice and so on, and because im working so much with cleaning and with the horses, i dont have time to take walks or go jogging, im home around 21 every day for the moment.
Not fun at all, but the motivation for anything isnt on the top right now.
Im just so tired. Feels like i havnt been sleeping good for over a month, but actually im sleeping the whole night, i think..
Something i have noticed while being half asleep (My boyfriend has also noticed it.) is that my legs and arms are "jumping", you know, almost like when you are falling asleep, when it feels like you are falling...
Well, now time for a hot shower, and my pill, and maybe, just maybe, a cup of tea before bed..
Jädrar anamma!
Well, yesterday was a wet day! I had to ride, 2 horses from Frank, and Itza, And make a movie of Di Zoë. Well, its worth to mention that no one of the two places has an indoor, and normally with Franks horses its a bit like "Its raining; you dont have to ride". But i trigged the devil inside me and took a lot of extra clothes with me, and i rode them all. Did everything as i should, even the movie! Well, Between every horse in Franks place, i changed clothes, because i was wet, for sure. When i rode Itza, it was actually not raining!
Off to home for a while, change clothes again, off to Di Zoë, and well, to make a 4 year old, pretty green young horse, to work good then the rain is pouring down is a bit tricky! But i think we made it. Was about to link the video now, but youtube doesnt seem to work right now, not for me anyway so will do that next time it works.
Well, i really would like to find that spirit in me, the one i have for horses and riding, and be able to use it for other stuff, like running, or other boring but nessecary stuff.. But i guess that is impossible..
Anyway Joren is off to antwerp for the evening, so i spent 3 hours in the stable, cuddling with itza, and cleaning up my "weekly mess". You know, bandages, other leg protections, Saddle pads that hangs for drying, cleaning the Tack, (Bridle, 2 saddles and a bit more).. But then i ended up cleaning more, because to be honest, the stable is not looking that clean as a stable should, and then it starts to "itch" in me, and i clean... Stables should be cleaner than inside of the houses... ( Well not really but almost xD )
But now im off for a warm shower and some tv before i have to pick my love up at the train station.
My body needs a looong shower i think... Would have been great with a bath, but we dont have one...(Yet..) ;)
And its suprising me that my body doesnt feel worse than it does, actually it feels rather ok, even though i was riding 4 horses, and in cold rain.. :) Its after all a while ago since i rode 4 horses one a day now, but its really no probs :)
Friday!
Finally weekend! Well today i dont have much to tell. Have been tired as hell the whole day, so will be off to bed in a minute.
Weird thing with itza today, her "cheeks" got swollen. Has happened once before, but then it was only on one side, so i thought that she had hit herself on something or so. But today, i was in her box, brushing and cuddling, then i went for 10 min to watch Matthias riding Dwina, and when i came back she was swollen! And it feels like its "water" inside.. I meen, its not a firm/hard swolleness, its soft. Matthias who dont look that much at Itza everyday thought it was fat -.- haha! Well , if its not gone tomorrow ill take a pic to show, and then i need to think about what it can be.
Well, better finish here, have had bad dreams tonight, and also woken up a couple of times, so need to sleep. Tomorrow i have to ride Boogaloo, Telphi and Itza. After that i also have to go and ride Di Zoë, and try to make a new video, since the bad luck yesterday.
Good night!
Bad luck?
Well well well, now im just a liiiittle bit irritated... My lovely boyfriend was gonna film and take photos of the new horse, for ads and clients, wich he tried.. But yeah, first of all, the horse was nervous/stressed/Unfocused, because it was another horse at the same time that was riding. Second thing, it started to get a bit darker, so the camera had difficulties to focus. 3 thing: We dont have a cabel to the video camera, so we had to use the normal camera, and then there was hmm lets say 2 minutes to film. Yep, great...
So then we film with my phone, and it works ok, but NOW my cabel to the phone isnt working anymore! -.- So not enough that i cant upload the photos and videos, i can also no longer recharge my phone, so within 1 day it will be dead. GREAT!
And btw, i have been to 3 places and hmm, 1 store was closed, went looking for another store, didnt find it, went to Carefour because they also have electronics, but nope, no cabel for the goddamned videocamera.
If the horse get sold without me, i will lose quite some... Hmm that is of course also pushing me to upload the videos!!! Come on!! A bit luck? Please?
People...
Must say, people never stop surprise me. Especially with their stupidness... I meen, people who lie to you, and actually risks your life by lying about horses that you have to ride and other stuff, and then refuses to answer when you try to contact them for confronting.. Well yeah allready there, how stupid can you be?
But to then have guts enough to ask you for help, and to do some job for them; Why the F*ck should i do something like that? I have my own life to care about and my own stuff to do.
Then there is also those people who think they know everything in certain areas, for example Horses, and then they cant even see that the horse is losing the "sparkle" for working because they are to hard to it... Well that i have seen waaaaaay to many times, in way to many places.
There is many different kinds, and many of them are just so strange to me. People who can be So close, friends and "friends", so close but so far.
Anyway, Today has been ok in general, work from 08-16.00, then home and do some food, and then off to the stable. Itza was nice, was "rolling" over 3 poles piled together, so it was no jump, just a bigger stride, and she did it nicely without getting stressed or nervous, and in general was nice and easy in both sides. But i must say that its a bit depressing with the darkness that lays over us, now allready around 19-19.15...
My body is feeling kinda crap, feeling like i would have been doing a thriathlon yesterday, pain a bit everywhere. Maybe its just because i stressed so much yesterday, or maybe its because its getting colder/wheather changes.. OR maybe the pills are messing with me.. I dont know.. At least i sleep pretty ok, still wakes up at least 1 time, and having a bit weird dreams but thats nothing new i guess.
Now this has been a long one, but sometimes you just have to "cough it up". Good night!
Wow, im in love!
In the new horse of course... Daaaaamn, my type in every way, even size..... :) Well, sadly im not rich, so i cant have 2 horses, and i aint changing horse eighter.
But he will be up for sale in sweden soon, and i promise that he is worth every cent!
Well, only thing i can glad me with it that me and the owner has done a nice deal.
Wellwell this day has been just as busy as i thought, so, now a shower, pill, and off to bed!
OVER AND OUT!
Stress...
Just a "quicky" (Haha!) Before i go to work.. So, as i tought, its stressed today. First at 9, when the store opened, i was shopping food. Off to home again, realise that i dont know where my paper for the saddle is, but yeah, panic-searching for it, dont find it, leave anyway, 40 min drive oneway.. Wooooho! Go there, pick up the saddle anyway, no complaining or anything, then home again. And now i have been sitting down for 10 min, and within 10 min, im off to work.
Well, doesnt stop there he.. Straight from work to Itza, do something with her, and then, straight to ride Di Zoë for first time. Well well welll -.-
Well, doesnt stop there he.. Straight from work to Itza, do something with her, and then, straight to ride Di Zoë for first time. Well well welll -.-
WET!
Just have to say, damn weather! Started raining when i had to leave for the stable.. And continued until i was finished with Dwina, and Itza was ready for a spin. Well, btw, Itza felt ok after the dentist, but yeah i didnt notice that she had problems eighter so.. Good night!
A whole lot of things!
Well, today and tomorrow will be very busy for me i think.
Today i worked from 8-13, after that i had to go to Westerlo,(about 30min drive) To fill in my taxes, wich she said wont be that much, because i didnt work last year and i didnt have any other income as social support or so. Well if thats the case, i will be very happy!
Now im at home, fixing food, and around 18 im off to the stable, to do something with Itza, and probably ride 2 of the other horses. After that the clock will be at lease 21.00 so, hmm well then its the normal shit he, shower, tv , sleep.
Tomorrow i work 12-16.00 (Normaly a full day but I didnt accept the morning client because it was reeeaally far for me to go, and it would get too late in the afternoon and then i had to stress more in the evening. So, now you people probably think, "what is so stressy with that day, she can sleep to 11.00"... Well thats not the case, maybe i can stay in bed 15 min longer than normal, then i have to hurry to the store, to buy food. After that i have to go to Kampenhout to pick up my saddle, because i need it in the evening when im gonna ride the new horse, Di Zoë :) Plus that the guy doesnt seem to get it sold anyway, so ill try it myself.
So, after picking up the saddle, i will have to go to work, and then when work is finished i will go home for a little while and eat something quick and THEN off to ride Di Zoë, and after that to Itza. Yep, full day..
So what i wanted to say before i started to yap about why it will be stressed, was : Tomorrow might not get any "updates". Well, its all about how late i will be finished but yeah..
Wish me luck to manage my days :)
New sales horse!
Today has been like many other sundays, Working in the house, Cleaning up a bit after the past weeks mess and so on. Except from one thing, i have been checking out a new training and sales horse :)
Its a 4 year old gelding, KWPN, Black, with alot of white. Well, for the ones who know my taste of horses will understand that im a bit in love. He has a super pedigree, with names as Jazz, and Donnerhall shining through.
From tuesday i will be riding it a bit, since its not been ridden for 1.5 month, and then try to sell it. Gonna be sweet :)
Nice he? ;)
For the rest, yesterday we did ALOT in the house! I did almost all the corner gaps in bathroom and shower, and Joren did the normal gaps in the roof in the bedroom, the first layer. Today i did the rest of the corners in the bathroom, so that room is now ready for sanding and then first layer of primer!! :) Joren did a bit here and there, and the second layer in the bedroom roof.
Now its some cleaning in the living part for me, and then off to Itza. Joren is busy with his Motorbike for the moment. Many projects at the same time.
Just reminder part for myself: Yesterday evening, 6 of october, was awful. Reeeally bad pain in my muscles in the legs, from toes to hips/lower back.
Tuuudiluu!
Huset!
Banne mig, det börjar ta sig! Duschen är väl det rum som kommit längst, där är alla väggar och tak osv placerade, golvet är klart. Imorrn har jag lovat att spackla lite hörnor, sâ att Pojkvännen kan börja fixa väggarna. Kul!
Badrum gâr ocksâ framât, har inte kikat idag, men Joren säger att han är klar med taket där med, sâ dâ är det bara för mig att spackla klart där inne ocksâ, sâ badkaret kan ställas pâ plats och resten sakta men säkert kan pâbörjas/avslutas.
Sovrum, Jaa där är det samma visa, taket är sâ gott som klart (är 1.5 gips skiva som ska in) och sen spacklas dâ, sâ är det ocksâ klart för golv och tapeter osv.
Hallen, tvättutrymme och lilla toan gâr väl lite lângsammare, men nu kan vi iaf jobba oss lite frân rum till rum, och dâ ser man snabbare vad som händer, och dessutom, sâ kan man flytta saker frân ena stället till det andra, för som det är nu, sâ stâr gipsskivor osv i hallen, (plus att elen mâste kopplas i hallen därav dröjesmâl ocksâ) och det tar ju en jäkla massa plats i vârt lilla hus..
Som vi har bestämt nu sâ ska vi först och främst göra sâ mycket som möjligt, sâ att vi snarast kan flytta till sovrummet. Även om inte dusch och liknande är helt klart sâ blir det helt underbart med lite mer yta att bo pâ istället för 2 smâ överbelamrade rum med en jycke.......... Pâ sâ sätt sâ har vi lite tid att hämta andan och "läka plânböckerna" lite... Det är mycket som kostar, och det tar ju pâ energin och den possitiva andan när man inte har râd med allt man behöver..
Nu ska jag dricka upp min kopp med té och krypa till kojs, Gonatt!
One of them days..
But yeah, in tired and dizzy, the horse is "out of business" since the dentist was there yesterday, and the paddock was too wet, so no riding at all.
There has been raining more or less the whole day, so, another day of "cheating" on myself with walks and jogging. But yeah, cant do perfect all the time ;)
What i do find a bit weird is, that since i started with my medication, i actually have more pain in my body than i did before.. Not nice at all.
Now i guess i will take a shower, take my pill, and go to sleep. Since my boyfriend is busy playing "Resident evil 6", i guess i can forget about watching tv, at least for a while.
Good night.
Try out...
This is a try out for me, to use a blog.. It will be in both swedish and english, depending on what i feel like. I have tried to have a blog before, but i allways forget about it.. But lets hope i wont :)
Im only making a blog to keep a bit "diary" over my life, and actually my disease, wich i yesterday got diagnosed with, Fibromyalgia. After pain and problems for around 10 years, without finding what it is.
But yeah, it will also contain an awful lot about horses, training, and a bit of everything around :)
Have just started with medications, and the doctor said that i would find them pretty strong/powerfull in the beginning. Well, took my first pill yesterday, prepared for whatever, but felt nothing. But the day after!! Damn, im dizzy, tired as hell, saying weird stuff and so on and so on... Hopefully my body gets used to them pretty quick.
Well, now i will slowly try to figure out how to make this blog at least a LITTLE bit more personal :p
Wish me luck!
Gokväll!
Välkommen till min nya blogg!
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